Meh
I think I saw the end coming. R. broke the news to me that I was a nice guy, but that nine years was simply too big an age gap for him. I wanted to scream “BUT I CAN LOVE YOU!” But that would have been childish. And in these things, I have never been capable of assertiveness. I don’t see any point in trying to make someone have feelings for you. If you push the situation too far, you end up in a meaningless relationship founded on falsehood. So I just said “I totally understand” even though I didn’t (and still don’t) and told him that I wouldn’t be mad. That I wouldn’t disappear like M. I just want to love. Is that too much to ask?
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