Last night I spent the night at Sarah’s house and I found out that I was a type three on the Ennegram test. This made me sad because it described all the things that I have been feeling lately, but haven’t been able to pinpoint. There are a lot of things that are not going well in my life, and they are making me a little crazy. Sarah and I are both threes.


free enneagram test

Now although there are some good things about being healthy threes, there are a lot of things wrong with being an average or unhealthy three. It seems that I really need to rethink what is important in my life.

Feeling|Tired (again)

Listening|The Jealous Sound – Naive

I’m so tired. I just wanted to let you all know that, so that I’m staying constant with the blogging thing. In spanish I’m doing a funny restaurant skit with Valerie, Chris, and Tameica. Yay.

Feeling|Tired

Listening|The Von Bondies

I can’t believe I’ve done it. I’ve mastered that hell known as HIRAGANA!!! I was just sitting here practicing writing them when I realized that I could write them…ALL. I about died. That was why I had to blog it, even tho I’m tired. Tragic Poet is so close to being done that I can taste it. YAY!

Feeling|Tired

Listening|The Von Bondies

I can’t believe I’ve done it. I’ve mastered that hell known as HIRAGANA!!! I was just sitting here practicing writing them when I realized that I could write them…ALL. I about died. That was why I had to blog it, even tho I’m tired. Tragic Poet is so close to being done that I can taste it. YAY!

Feeling|Exhausted

Listening|The Living End

I sometimes find it hard to see days as horrible or not horrible. Mostly, I suppose that they are all horrible, because I hate them and I dread going to school. But some days, there are things that happen, (or don’t) that make the day horrible, but not as horrible as it could have been. Like today. I think I enjoyed Spanish. Maybe. I won Valerie and I points. 5 to be exact. It was nice. There is a lot that I have to get done, and it seems like the weekends zoom by and I’m left, cold and alone. I think I might use PHP to set up a friends link list. ‘Twould be so easy for me. I would just have to approve them. PHP Fanbase is sooooooo versatile! I used it on (PLUG) Strings of My Heart and I have a whole 2 members!!!!!! I know. I’m stupid. I can’t help it.

I can’t wait until tomorrow when I will be able to relax for just a moment. I’m supposed to do community service tomorrow night, but I think I’m going to ditch that in favor of Tommy’s house, because I don’t have the energy or patience to deal with little kids. I’m going to be so tired. I’m not even sure why I’m still writing. Oh yes, I remember. I have to vent.

There are two people now, who I think I may like, since it is obvious that I’m going to need to move on away from Vicky. (and Liesl and Phish guts) There’s Sarah. AND there is a girl who I wouldn’t really say I like, as much as I would like to get to know her. I don’t know her name, but I have seen her around school and she seems really nice. The funny thing is that she doesn’t talk. Well, at least I haven’t heard her. She is deaf, and so, she signs, and I suppose that she probably can talk if she wants, but I haven’t heard her. I would like to meet her. My friend Sven knows someone who knows her, and I think that he could get us together maybe. Then maybe my day wouldn’t be horrible. Or less so anyway. Blegh.

I really need to work on my websites, because I have a lot of stuff I have to do before I leave for Japan. I need to get another blog set up for Japanese, and it is going to be SOOOOOOOOO cool. Then, I have to get a picture page set up for when I come back from Japan. Then I need to get another blog layout up for English, or maybe a hiatus sheet. Considering that I will be leaving June 25, and coming back two days before school starts, I need to get all my registration set up, and I would really like to have a top locker next year. I will have my license!!!!! *dies* Ummmm. OMG! I have to get a move on on this essay that I’m supposed to be writing. If I write a really good one, I could win 2000 dollars, but I really need to kick it into gear! Phew! Now that I’ve said all these things, I’m going to go now so that I can take a shower, and crawl into bed at exactly 11:11 just like I have been all this week.

P.S. That was the longest blog I’ve done since version 2 I think. I hate the school computers cuase they won’t let you sign into blogger. I have to blog about my funny/weird dream.

I can’t stand Valentine’s Day. It’s so goddamned depressing. I just want to sink into the ground. Blegh! And everyone’s at school all mushy lovey squishy ick. I hate it. AND to top it off, Jose was giving Ashley (who I loved) a note today, and I think it was a LOVE NOTE! *dies* I would have given everything to her! But she didn’t want me. No one will ever want me. Ick.

Argh. Today is umm…. tiring. I don’t want to do homework, so I blog. I would really like to end up with one of those really interesting blogs that everyone reads, but I think that must take a lot of time, because although I think that I had at one time, at least a few readers, I now have 1. That’s me. And that’s sad. But for now, it will just have to be boring. Shit.

I’m going to blog. I know. Such a long time since last. It’s just that I’ve been so busy doing stupid stuff that I haven’t really had time to do stuff that I want to do. I got to go to Sarah’s house last night and that made me happy. We had loads of fun and I was in a skit and I loved it. Ah…the greatness of having decent friends. (don’t worry Jordan, I still love ya) I really need to practice my Japanese. Ore wa baka gaijin da ne? I know. It’s just that I can’t get it in Hiragana. I will try. I’m in love with like three people and I don’t know who will win my favor. They are all so nice. Let’s just praise the lord that it’s no longer Leisel. OMG! Talk about stupid me. *Dies* Anyway, I will for a time, have to stew over the loving of Jackie, Sarah, or Vicky…..

I am soooooooo tired. Because of this w.bloggar program, I can’t really put in the titles right unless, I go to blogger.com, and I don’t want to do that. I’m tired and I need to fix my links and homepage, but not now. Break will provide much of the time that I need for these things. I hope that I get lots of new CD’s for Christmas, cuz I need new music. I love it. Ok. Bye now.

Bloorg! I am very tired right now. I just finished shopping at the Arden Fair Mall, and I bought so many things. I spent almost $160. I will spend more another day this week. I am TIRED. DAMMIT! I forgot to buy something for Richard. Poop. Oh well. I got something for Ashley, Liz, Yolanda, etc…………………………………………………………………………..on, and on. I know. I’m exaggerating. (kind of.) Anyway. I am bored. Bye.